Fasting Progress Report Bella
Intended Length of Fast: 21 Days (Not to sure)
First Name: Bella
Site User Name: bella83
City, State and Country: Texas, USA
Height: 5 ft 2 in
Proposed Fasting Method: Water Fasting
Past Fasting Experience: 10 days water fast, 1 day fasts, and intermittent fasting
Present Diet: Junk Food, and eat whatever I want
Relevant Medical History: Gallbladder was removed, but don’t think that’s relevant to my current weight problems
Present Medical Problems: None
State of Mind: Depressed, Tired, Cranky, Anxious, Angry
Limitations: I have to work
This is my second fast, and I am on day one. I am doing this fast because my sister’s wedding is coming up in about a week, and I want to make sure that I’m going to fit in that dress. It needs a little room for me to fit in comfortably, but I can squeeze in. Well let me see…I’ve been feeling very lethargic so far. I’m in bed and don’t want to get out. Even though I know I have to wash clothes, and walk atleast a mile. I’ve heard that exercise is so important during fasting. It helps to induce bowel movements, which I had a good one this morning, and that’s it. I’m not regular for the most part. I’ve had my gallbladder removed, so I really became irregular after that.
Lately, I’ve been feeling really depressed and down, and I think that it’s in large part due to my weight. I wish I could take some time off from work and just fast for a month or so, and try to get my thoughts organized. I can totally relate to the post of someone on the progress report, that wanted to end their life but realized that there would be alot more torture over there if she did that. I feel like that sometimes…like is this life really worth all the trouble that we go through day to day? I want to hurry up and get to God, and be with Him. However, I realize that it can’t be done on my terms.
I’ve been yo-yo dieting forever, and I don’t know at what point I started losing control of my eating. Today, I started really optimistic watching videos of the people that have been successful on their fasting. But right now I just want to go comfort myself with food. I hate it. Why can’t I live without food. I feel gross everytime I look at myself in the mirror.
I want to change, and I look forward to sharing my journey with you all. I wish everybody luck.